it makes life unfair

I've given up, on giving up slowly
I'm blending in, so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know, to live, you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house, all the while, you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out, and that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing where to go,
I promise I'm going

Because

I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you to be my escape