too many questions that need answers.

too many problems that need to be solved.

too much stress, must be alleviated.

all of this happening at once. i just cant take it. i need to get away.

to much pressure, too much stress, too much frustration, too much pain and sadness.
not enough love.

on the verge of a mental breakdown. therefore i had to leave. i had to get away. take some time to myself to get out of the situation and think for a little bit. see what other people have to say or what they think.
a long drive filled with contemplation, nostalgia, and sadness. but it was good. being by myself and spending time with the best therapist i've ever been to: me. with his trusty assistant: my car.
things are definitely not all figured out and im still not sure where to go from here. I need to spend some more time in God's book while im home and not just in academic books. studying and cramming is of some value. that is the stage in life that i find myself in. but studying God's word, getting to know him better, that will lead to me being able to taste and approve what His will is, His good, perfect and pleasing will. to find out what im supposed to do with my life, i need to get to know the one who is basically in control of my life. he is in charge. its not about me. its not about her. its about my friendship and relationship with the God of the Universe who sought after me and begun a good work in me. he will follow it to its completion if i am willing to give it up to him. this is my focus. everything else is useless and futile, mere distractions from what is important.


becoming MOG = my goal





any and all comments or responses are welcome at dabele@wm.edu