sometimes it is hard to not have something
but then if you have been without it for a long period of time and it finally comes back to you, it is wonderful. but what then when it is taken away again? what happens when it all goes back to the way it was? is it not easy to get upset or sad or feel lonely? you just wish you could stay in that moment, that perfect time of excitement and happiness that you had been missing and had been dying to experience once again. you wish she wouldnt leave. you wish you werent separated by 300 miles. you wish things would work out. but most of all, if this separation is necessary and unavoidable, then you wish that in the future this would be made more of a priority. that you wouldnt settle for AIM or phone. that you would realize how important this is and how much you want it and need it.

but for now. just enjoy the fact that it happened and be happy in that.




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